The theme for this series is: Paint it Black; because there comes a time when we must burn everything down. Even the excuses
“I’m waiting… [for
the full package]”
Before the love of
my life entered my life, I opened my eyes to the knowledge of this crazy,
wicked cool girl. I’m attracted to those. This one grew up with me in church.
This was a shocker: me? liking a Christian girl? Been a while! I will always
remember one groovy Christian chick making the joke that she doesn’t go out
with guys that are smarter than her. It may have been a joke, but clearly my
mind took note of that [exit stage right]. But again, THIS ONE... was cool. But I
had this preconceived notion of what “my girl” would be when she came. Partly
because of a dream [or something] I believe I had years ago and partly because
of this crazy, hot mad child of a co-worker friend next to me. In fact, looking
at the girls I have jumped after in the last little while, they all looked like
an accessible version of her. Fair, glasses, bright = Librarian.... on weed.
Anyways, crazy cool Christian girl eventually got married. The “notion” showed
up afterwards, I still don’t get why a). I’m still attached some and b). why it
just didn’t work right. Shakes my head and chuckle. Ah, the stupidity of man. Don’t let you stop you from seeing what’s before your eyes.
Next: “I’m waiting for
things to be perfect…”
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