Me Tarzan

[you can watch the whole thing if you'd like but TO THE POINT start from 4:30 - 5:33 ] After a wonderful little conversation with a Deist about religion I realized two very important things: 1.               I hate 'religion' [in quotation marks] and 2.               I hate myself I have long since become an apologist, trying desperately to use intellect as a means of ratifying faith and humanity; not just science [which I’ve always felt were estranged brothers in the least] but humanity on the whole. This of course is pointless as the very IDEA of faith is at best MAGIC to most and since we all know magic does not exist [right], we “otherwise rational” people are thought of as… well… stupid. What is left is me trying to show WHY Jesus is real and WHY God [as you perceive him] is in fact NOT a narcissist. This is not an easy task. Nothing worth anything ever is, but what it drives me to feel in these situations, is an intense urge to pick up the l